(Català) Hola a tothom. Sóc Alfonso. Els informes diuen que pateixo un trastorn mental del tipus esquizoafectiu.
It all began when I was about 12 years old. I was then a chubby girl. Eating habits at home were not good; we simply ate what we felt like. I remember that vegetables were never served and fruit was scarce; all we had was potatoes, meats, battered and fried food, pizzas, sandwiches, cold meats, fast food, ice-cream…
Sometimes I would like to be psychologically dead, in the sense of not realizing anything… To have no idea of who I am, why I am here, to be completely out of reality, not to be aware of this damn world in which I feel forced to live.
I have been a member of ActivaMent for some time, and even though I love writing, especially for adults, I still have not done a Blog. I guess I never found the time.
I am 28 years old and I am a Catalan and Spanish teacher, although now I am unemployed. I have been diagnosed with endogenous depression since I was 18 years old